Hate

I hate being alone...

I hate big crowds...

I hate when my mind won't cooperate...

I hate not knowing...

I hate myself...

I'm lazy, ignorant and dumb...
I've been called lazy and ignorant by others and I see myself
as dumb 'cause I can't seem to do anything right...

(No, I don't expect anyone to feel sorry for me
and no, I don't pity my self either...)