Voices...

Sometimes it feel's as if I'm left in the dark...
I hate the voice that is lingering in the back of my head,
whispering to me;

"Something is not right, some people around you are false
and they are keeping information from you... It's like you're
not allowed to know the entire truth..."

For some reason, this voice has an extremely strong hold over me,
thus making it hard for me to NOT listen to it...

I hate it for it is making me feel more and more paranoid each
and every passing day...

Someone please rip the voices out of my head...

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I'm so evil...

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Now that's PURE Evil... >_<

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Kan väl kanske stämma...

What kind of relationship are you

understanding and sweet even though words may not come out right and things get crazy the one you love is always there and you and your person share something amazing

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how sexy are you?

your sexy! very sassy but you don't know how to show all the sexiness you have or that you could be, even though deep down inside you know you are

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Feelings...

Some feelings should stay hidden and never surface...
Everyone has such feelings so no one can say;
"I have no idea what you mean..."

Well, some of the feelings that linger in my head are
feelings that should not be there but they are and for
some fucked-up reason I can't seem to get rid of them...

I hate it.
I hate myself for having them...

Don't want to talk about it...
Just needed to write it down...

I'm sorry...

Fear

Fear is when you run away,
Fear is when you’re scared to love someone,
Fear is when the sky turns grey,
Fear is when you lose your loved ones,
Fear is a feeling of danger,
Fear is when you aren’t brave,
Fear is the feeling of anger,
Fear is when you can’t behave,
Fear is when your shy,
Fear is not having devotion,
Fear is when you’re afraid of saying goodbye,
Fear is a dark blue ocean,
Fear is ending you’r career,
Fear is being lonely,
Fear is not being able to reappear,
Fear is feeling ghostly,
Fear is a dark dungeon.

There is only one thing that I fear...

The Seven Deadly Sins...

"Abandon all hope, ye who enter here"

1. luxuria (extravagance/lust)
2. gula (gluttony)
3. avaritia (avarice/greed)
4. acedia (acedia/discouragement)
5. ira (wrath)
6. invidia (envy)
7. superbia (pride)

I have so far managed to do 5 of these
during my lifetime...

Only 2 left...

Grannar...

När grannen spelar dansband så pass högt att
det hörs UPP en våning så känner man ett
väldigt starkt behov av att vilja sätta en kula i pannan
på personen i fråga ;P

Nu har ju dock jag en något större självbehärskning
än så, vilket resulterar i att jag bara spelar lite högre
musik än vad han gör...

Urge to kill rising faster by the minute though...